Hauslon Se Udaan: Bachpan

Hauslon Se Udaan: Bachpan: Bachpan Kitna khubsurat hota hai ye bachpan Sab kuch naya naya sa hota hai Na aaj ki chinta na kal ki fikar Bas apne mein hi kho...

Bachpan

Bachpan

Kitna khubsurat hota hai ye bachpan

Sab kuch naya naya sa hota hai

Na aaj ki chinta na kal ki fikar

Bas apne mein hi khoya rehta hai man

Kitna khubsurat hota hai ye bachpan

Astitva

Astitva

Kiya astitva hai mera.

Kyun hu mai.

kaun hu mai.

Udhna to chati hu.

khule aasmaan mein.

Par pankh he nahi hai.

Tod dena cahati hu.

Un bandhano ko.

Par shakti he nahi hai.

Rahe rahe kar sawal karti hu apne man se.

Par koi jawab nahe milta.

Milte hai to sirf sawal.

Samjhati hu apne man ko.

Uth apni shakti pehchan.

Aur tod de en bandhano ko.

Uod chal  us khule gagan me apne pankh failaye.

Choo le us aasmaan ko…………..

Mujhe Jeeno Do

Mujhe Jeene Do

Maa, kyun hai tu mujh se anjaan.

Mai to tere antarmann se judi hui, Maa.

Fir kyun tu mujhe janam nahi dena chahti.

Kyun mujhe es duniya me aane nahi dena chahti.

Mai bhi to tera ek hissa hu.

Kiya mujhe jeene ka koe adhikar nahi.

Kiya mujhe ess sansar ko dekhne ka koe adhikar nahi.

Mahesoos kar maa tu apni sakti ko.

Jeene de mujhe tab tu ji sakegi .

Pehchan khud ko, tab mujhe jaan sakegi .

Aane de mujhe ess duniya me.

Jeene de mujhe, mujhme jee  sakegi tu.

Nannha Dost

Mera naam Sonu  hai. Baat kaafi purani hai. Lakin uski yaade abhi bhi mere dil mai basi hai. Us samay meri umrh mahej saat saal hogi. Lakin mai apni umrh se kuch jayada he saitaan aur natkhat baccha tha. Mai sirf saitaan he nahe tha padne me bhi kafi hosiyaar tha. Sayad esi bajhe se meri saitaaniyo ko bhi najar andaj kar diya jata tha.

Mai jis school me padta tha bo mere ghar se jayda door to nahe tha.Lakin fir bhi mujhe school lane le jane ke jemmedari papa ki thi. Rooj ke tarhe mai aaj bhi school jane ke liye papa ke saath ghar se nikla. School pahuchne se thoda pahele he maine dekha kee kuch kutte ke bacche jo apni maa ke sath bahi ek makaan ke pass rahte  the. Kutte ke baccho ki abhi theek se ankhe bhi nahe khuli thi. Bahi apni maa se lipte hue koo koo kar rahe the. Unhe dekh kar mujhe bahut accha laga.

 Ab to mai rooj school jaane ke liye jaldi tayaar ho jata tha. Taaki mujhe un kutte ke baccho ko dekhne ka muka mil sake.Kuch hi dino me bahe bacche khelne koodne bhi lage the. Mai maa se jid kar unke liye biscuit le jaya karta tha. Ab to rojana ka mera yahe kaam tha. Mai unhe biscuit deta aur bahe mere dost ban gaye the.

Aaj subah mai fir school jane ke liye jaldi tayaar ho gaya tha aur apne nannhe dosto ke liye dhir saare biscuit le liye the. Mai jab baha pahucha to mere nannhe dost mujhe baha nahe mile. Maine aas - paas unhe bahut dhoondha. Ass-paas ke logo se pucha lekin kesi ne kuch bhi nahe bataya. Mai udaas ho gaya. Us din school me bhi mera man padai me nahe lag raha tha. Mai unhe kaise dhoondhu mai ghar aakar fir unki khoj me lag gaya. Lakin bahe mujhe nahe mile mai ghar aakar bahut roya. Maine khana bhi nahe khaya maa mujhe bahut samjhati rahi kee bahe bade ho gaye the. Esliye chale gaye . Es baat ko aaj das din ho gaye the. Etne dino me mera man na padai me laga na kesi aur kaam me. Mai ghar me bhi gumsum hi raita tha. Maa-Papa samjhate-samjhate thak chuke the.

Aaj ravibaar tha school ki bhi chutti thi aur papa ke office ki bhi. Mera man bahel jaye esliye papa-maa mujhe bahar ghumane le ja rahe the. Maine bahut mana kiya lakin papa ki jid ke aage mujhe jhukna pada. Mai tayaar hokar ghar se nekla hi tha ke maine dekha ke mere ghar ke samne hi mera bahi nannha dost akela ghoom raha tha. Uske saath me na uski maa thi aur na uske baki bhai-bahen. Bahe bahut paresaan aur bhookha tha. Mujhe dekhte hi bahe mere pass aa gaya jaise kai raha ho mujhe kuch khane ko do. Mai jaldi se uske liye biscuit aur doodh le aaya aur kheela diye.

Mai bahut khush tha apne dost ko paa kar. Lakin mujhe ess baat ki chinta bhi thi ke eski maa aur baaki bacche kaha chale gaye hai. Tabhi mujhe pata chala ke bahe sab gadi ke  neeche aa gaye aur unme se koee nahe bach saka. Sirf yahe mera nannha dost bacha tha. Mere ankho me aashu aa gaye. Maine use god me utha liya aur apne ghar le aaya maa-papa ne bhi mujhe use apne saath rakhne ki ejajat de di . Aaj mai bahut khush tha mera nannha dost laut aaya tha.

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